Ever wanted to cry but you are not at liberty to do so?Your emotions are on a sleeve but seem locked away and the KEYS thrown in a sea with Jonah`s monster fish.
If you are like me and many haven`t seen you cry then you battle before everyone except your pillow; you don`t have to put up a facade.Your pillow sees and holds each tear due to news of an ailment pertaining to a loved one, failure of an exam,break-up, failure to hit set goals, life`s frustrations……..
The pillow comforts you and silently signs a non-disclosure agreement with you ; it whispers ,“your secrets are safe with me.” You are convinced by the soft and firm whispers that the agreement will not be violated.
Psalm 56:8, “ You number my wanderings; Put my tears into Your bottle.”NKJV
Each tear you cry, God sees it and just like the Hebrew believed that He kept each tear in His bottle.I believe the tear collections are adorned with love, mercy and justice because we are dear to Him.
Isaiah 43:2 “ When you pass through the waters, I will be with you
And through the rivers, they shall not overflow you.
When you walk through the fire, you shall not be be burned.” NKJV
God is interested in loving on you and all you have to do is trust Him more than you trust that pillow. Don`t try figuring it out alone, go before Him and experience Him each day , you have the liberty to cry, laugh, smile and allow every emotion to be released before Him.
You don`t have to be strong before Him because in your weaknesses His strength is MADE PERFECT not will be made perfect.
Simply trust God.